Selasa, 09 November 2010

lets talk about senior high school!

nama saya Niken, sekarang saya sedang duduk di sekolah menengah atas negeri 15 Palembang kelas 11 ipa 1. dikelas saya duduk dengan Septhia Imelda a.k.a yayak. anak nya bawel, cerewet, rambutnya nggak panjang nggak pendek dan kemarin pas pelajaran matematika handphone nya baru disita sama guru. kalo ulangan selalu bareng, jadi nilai kita nggak jauh beda. terus kalo istirahat juga selalu bareng. ke wc juga bareng, ke koperasi juga bareng, pokoknya bareng terus deh.. tapi saya juga akrab dengan kawan satu lagi namanya Anggie Widya Puspa a.k.a Anggie. anak nya punya rambut panjang, idungnya rada mancung, anak marching band, kalo sekolah suka pake kaos kaki warna abu-abu. waktu itu sepatu dia juga smepet disita sama guru hahah malang banget yak nasib kawan saya itu. terus di sebelah anggie namanya Novianti a.k.a Novi. diantara kami berempat dia yang paling pinter. sebenernya sih saya tapi saya nggak mau sombong. nggak terlalu akrab sama kita tapi baiiiiik banget. kalo ulangan sering nyontekin. rambutnya sebahu. 
apalagi ya? oh iya ketua kelas 11 ipa 1 itu namanya Yubet Danie a.k.a Yubet. anak nya baik, badannya subur, terus lumayan pinter. kalo wakil ketua kelas namanya Tedi Dermawan a.k.a Tedi. dia kawan saya dari saya kelas 10 dulu. orangnya gimana ya? ya gitulah suka ngelawak. anak baket. lumayan tinggi. kalo lari juga cepet. yang paling pinter dikelas siapa ya? hmmm Angligana Ciptian a.k.a Angli kayanya, eh tadi Pungky juga pinter, Weni juga pinter, saya juga pinter sih readers, tapi saya terlalu malu untuk mengungkapkan nya! hihihi

terus ada siapa lagi ya? masih banyak sih ada Aldo, Adit, Agung, Sandi (yang suka dipanggil sandi sandoro eh dianya juga ke geeran), Kemas, Eja, Isnanto (atlit voli loo), Rendi, Galuh, Sitta, Sella, Almira, Luvita, Merli, Selvi a.k.a mamak, Puspa, Utiq, Puput, pokoknya masih banyak deh bisa sampe malem kalo diebutin. mari dilihat yuuuk fotonya!

 anggie yang kiri

 
saya sama yayak 


itu galuh yang kiri

foto yang laen lain kali yaaa, mau pergi dulu soalnya

-cheers


Rabu, 27 Oktober 2010

ga penting buat kalian tapi penting buat gue haha

yaaah akhir-akhir ini nggak pernah lagi liat dia maen basket, kenapa ya? emang sih akhir-akhir ini cuaca nya panas banget tapi masa sih? biasa nya juga dia biasa aja maen basket walopun panas-panas? sebenernya sih gue nggak terlalu suka lagi yaa sama dia tapi rasanya asik aja gitu kalo ngeliatin dia. abis nya susah banget ditebak sih -_- talk about my ex, I don't wanna be too confusing about him lah. cause no matter how hard I try, it if he still wants to be free and roam, I also was not anything. jadi sekarang gue berusaha buat biasa aja sama dia. kalo diajak jalan hayok, kalo didiemin juga gapapa. bukan karena gue pasrah ato apadeh, gue cuma nggak mau jadi cewek yang terlalu muluk aja, ntar ada waktu nya sendiri kok ya kan ya dong :)

eh di bioskop lagi ada film apaan ya? pengen nonton step up 3d tapi nggak ada waktuuuuuu -ceilah sok sibuk- nggak ada yang nemenin juga sih, nggak ada duit juga HAHAHA ujungnya -_-

nah looo!




nah looo makanya jangan suka maen-maen sama perasaan soalnya kita nggak pernah ngerasain apa yang dirasain sama orang yang pernah kita sakitin! hahaha kok jadi ngomongin ini? gapapa deeeh

I'M A REAL BIG FAN OF YOURS!!

Oktober ceria

ya ampun udah bulan Oktober lageeeee malah udah mau November ya? hahaha btw HAPPY BIRTHDAY yaaa buat Okta semoga panjang umur, sehat selalu dan jadi orang yang dibanggakan keluarga, teman-teman dan bangsa Indonesia hahaha.
hari ini ada apa yaa? oh iya tadi pagi nggak sekolah soalnya ikut upacara sumpah pemuda di smansa. ketemu anak-anak Df lagi gituuuu, ada pepy dicil riqqa acik ibad dll.. ketemu nugi sama dhinny juga hehe tapi sayangnya hari ini nggak bisa ketemu sama prince charming gueeeeeee hiks hiks ituloooh yang tinggi semampai dan kekar itu haha udah kemaren nggak negliat di sekolah, hari ini nggak ketemu, jangan sampe besok nggak ketemu juga!
jadi gini ya readers, gue tuh lagi sukaaaaaaak banget sama seseorang, tapi nggak boleh sebut nama ya! terus yaa gitu deh.. tapi kayanya no respons gitu readers.dia nya yang nggak suka sama gue ato emang dia nya yang kaku ya? haha nggak jelas deh. nggak asik abieees kalo sampe gue nggak bisa ngedapetin dia -_-" ceilah sombongnyeeeee.
pernah waktu itu gue papasan sama dia di kantin terus dia nya negor, tapi karena gue udah keburu salting yaa udah gue jalan terus ajaa haha bego!
udah deh ah segitu aja, doain yaaa biar gue dapet respon positif dari dia Amieeen <3 <3

-cheers

Rabu, 01 September 2010

someone's change


pernah nggak sih lo pada ngerasain sahabat lo berubah? hmm alasannya karena dia udah punya pacar. ini yang salah gue ato dia? gue yang terlalu sensitif ato dia nya yang nggak sadar? nggak tau deh, cuma gue ngerasa tersingkir aja sekarang. lebih banyak sendiri, sedih, merenung --hehe lebaaaay-- tapi emang bener. mungkin gue aja kali yaa? tapi gue dulu pacaran kaya gini nggak sih? aaaah gatau -___- tapi kayanya nggak segitu nya deh gue dulu. gue nggak mau nyari masalah sih, tapi yaa gitu deh gue juga nggak ngerti. terus juga salah nggak kalo kita nggak suka sama pacar nya sobat? bukan berarti kita suka sama cowoknya, tapi nggak suka aja. gue nggak mau aja kalo sahabat gue dimanfaatin sama kaya gue. gatau deh bulan puasa nggak boleh ngegosip (halooo siapa yang ngegosip ya??) all the best for us ; )


-cheers

Ashton Kutcher yang ganteeeeeng : )


hello readers hahaha kok sekarang jadi sering blogging lagi ya? gpp deh nggak ada yang ngelarang juga. eeeh tadi gue baru nonton film Killers gitu judulnya. yang maen si ganteng Ashton Kutcher gituuuu. dari judulnya sih emang rada serem tapi aslinya romantic comedy gitu guys (ceileh make guys segala) tapi emang beneran loooh seru banget! tadi aja gue sama Anggie langsung berjerit --apasih berjerit-- kalo si Ashton a.k.a Spancer nya mengeluarkan something (maksud??) hahaha maksud gue kalo si Spancer nya lagi keluar gitu. tadi rencananya pengen sama Yayak tapi kita udah pada tau jawabannya bakal nggak, Yayak juga tadi lagi nemenin cowoknya kemana gitu gatau juga. readers, buruan deh nonton nggak bakal nyesel! promosi nih yaaaa hahaha tapi emang kok keren banget. mari yuuuuk nonton ;p

 tuh kan ganteng! hihihi mau dooong jadi pacarnya, bagusan gue kok dibanding Demi Moore

 oh my god, how hot he is! <3 

-cheers



Senin, 30 Agustus 2010

life is never failure, always a lesson

jadi jangan pernah nyerah ya guys, I believe that if you make a mistake once, it's not the end of the world - just don't make the same mistake twice ; )

-cheers

nothing job

yang lagi broken heart sabar yaaa, there's so much boy or girl so much better than your ex! lagian masih banyak yang harus dipikirin, nggak cuma mantan. karna yang namanya mantan ya mantan aja. gue pribadi sih pernah dan sering patah hati, tapi itu dulu. sekarang gue nggak bakal ngebiarin diri gue sakit hati lagi. akhirnya setelah perjalanan panjang gue bisa juga kok ngelupain mantan gue, bahkan ilfeel. jadi daripada ilfeel nya belakangan, jadi lebih baek ilfeel dari sekarang aja hahaha. udah ah dari tadi siang blog nya nggak ada yang jelas, maaf yaa readers, kayaknya emang sedikit butuh tambahan obat! wkwkw

-cheers

there's so much I wanna tell but I can't

aaaaaaargh -____- 
gue nggak mau lagi kenal, deket, peduli, pacaran sama makhluk yang satu ituuuuuuu!! gue bisa kok tanpa dia, tanpa harus dianter jemput sama dia, tanpa harus bergantung sama dia. gue cantik (hehe), paling nggak gue nggak jelek-jelek amat kalo cuma untuk dapetin cowok yang lebih dari dia. I will never to comeback. NEVER!! tapi apa yaa? ada something yang bikin gue nggak mau dalam keadaan kaya gini terus. mungkin karna dia udah dapetin yang laen sedangkan gue belom? bukan itu! jadi apa? YES gue nggak mau keliatan lemah. apapun yang terjadi life must go on, with or without him.. 


-cheers

say Goodbye to my fucking ex

hy readers <3
welcome to August yaa padahal udah mau abis juga bulannya hahaha, you know readers, yes gue putus lagi. jangan bilang gue nangis nangis terus dateng ke sekolah dengan mata bengkak yaaa. itu dulu tapi ENGGAK buat kali ini. emang dasar cowoknya kegatelan aja ya pengen maenin gue, gue nya juga bego banget mau diboongin (lagi)
huaaaaa tuh kan jadi keingetan lagi, gue tuh nggak sedih yaa. tapi kecewa aja gitu. gue kira yang kemaren buat yang terakhir juga buat gue. nyatanya sama aja?! don't ever think I will come back to you ya, cause I'm not going to give you a third chance!

Rabu, 07 Juli 2010

kangen

sayaaaaaaang buruan pulang aku kangeeeeeen ;'(

Senin, 05 Juli 2010

Thanks God I Found You - Mariah Carey

I would give up everything
Before I'd separate myself from you
After so much suffering
I've finally found a man that's true
I was all by myself for the longest time
So cold inside
And the hurt from the heart it would not subside
I felt like dying
Until you saved my life

Thank God I found you
I was lost without you
My every wish and every dream
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
Cause baby I'm so thankful
I found you


I would give you everything
There's nothing in this world I wouldn't do
To ensure your happiness
I'll cherish every part of you
Because without you beside me I can't survive
I don't wanna try
If you're keeping me warm each and every night
I'll be all right
Cause I need you in my life

Thank God I found you (I'm begging you)
I was lost without you (so lost without you)
My every wish and every dream (every dream, every dream)
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight (brought the sunlight)
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
Cause baby I'm so thankful
I found you

See I was so desolate
Before you came to me
Looking back I guess it shows
that we were destined to shine
After the rain to appreciate
And care for what we have
And I'd go through it all over again
To be able to feel this way

Thank God I found you
I was lost without you (lost without you baby)
My every wish and every dream
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life (whole life)
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
Sweet baby I'm so thankful
I found you

Thank God I found you
I was lost without you
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
My baby I'm so thankful
I found you

I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
My baby I'm so thankful I found you

our histories ;')

hi readers, penting ngga penting sih tapi baca aja yaaaaaa ; )
29 Juni 2009 : first date  --nonton dikejar setan. hahaha ngga penting banget mana filmnya aneh 
6 Juli 2009 : watched transformer
12 Juli 2009 : have a special relationship. ilhsm muah muah ;*
4 Agustus 2009 : ultah gue, dia ngasi surprise ngga lucu gitu deeeh hahaha
9 September 2009 : putus --ada salah paham gitu deh kitanya, gue nyajuga emosi hihi
10 September 2009 : jadian lagi ahhaha masih sayaaaang banget sih. itu waktu puasa lhooo tap dia nya bata l gitu jadi makan nasi bungkus make acara nyuapin tulang lagi ckckc
24 September 2009 : putus (lagi) --ada masalah apaaaa gitu lupa juga, gue sampe nangis lhooo
4 Oktober 2009 : balikan, setelah gue rayu dengan segala macam rayuan!
25 Oktober 2009 : PUTUS BENERAN TANPA SEBAB --dia mutusin gue di PS lhooo trus gue ngga tahan jadi gue nangis aja di Solaria sama yayak hihi maluin amat yaaa
26 Oktober 2009 : dia jadian sama cewe laeeeeeen
26 Oktober - 31 Desember 2009 : sedieman, ngga mau tegoran, musuhan, pokoknya mengenaskan banget deeeh gue waktu itu.. kerjaaan nya bengong hahahaha norakkkk
1 Januari 2010 : deket lagi --karna sama sama ngerayain taun baruan di rumah nya si Okta, dia ngedeketin gituu hahah kalo diceritain panjang deh
4 Januari 2010 : watched sang pemimpi  
5 April 2010 : watched clash of the titans
7 Mei 2010 : hmmmm --secret--
terus sempet ngejauh waktu tau dia udah gonta ganti pacar 2x tanpa sepengetahuan gue!!!
19 Juni 2010 : he's really single and he wanna be my boyfriend again. I hope it will be forever.. I was lucky to get him..
-cheers

Sabtu, 03 Juli 2010

I'm back!

hi readers, hahaha udah lama yaaa ga blogging abis bingung sih mau nulis apa. hmm sekarang lagi liburan tapi beneran deh flat bangeeetsz! ga seru. cuma kerumah yayak (hampir setiap hari) makan model H.Dowa ato ngga makan ayam penyet di PS. flat banget kan??? yeah but that is nothing cause I've got my fucking ex boyfriend; Arief Budiawan again. yuhuuu! hahaha jadi ceritanya gue udah balikan nih --jangan kelewat seneng ken, yang namanya seneng ngga pernah abadi!-- tapi gue ngga bisa bohong kalo gue sayaaaang bgt sama dia. the one and only in my mind...

gue ngga mau banyak omong (blogging di hp soalnya hihi), tapi yang jelas, rasa sayang gue ke dia ngga mungkin berubah apapun yang terjadi. gombal? emang.. but that is very true.. i love him more than anything and more than as he knows.. "jangan maenin gue lagi yaa, gue tau lo ngga  mungkin baca, tapi gue tau kalo lo sadar kalo gue sayang banget sama lo"

-cheers

Sabtu, 12 Juni 2010

today is 12

lagi males cerita, intinya happy anniversary for me and my fucking ex boyfriend. udah 11 bulan yaaa? berarti udah 11 bulan juga lo nyakitin gue.

100 truths about me

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage = Ice Water
2. Last phone call = Adythia
3. Last text message = received : Adythia, send to: Adythia
4. Last song you listened to = Justin Bieber - Baby
5. Last time you cried = a few days ago

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice = YES
7. Been cheated on = OF COURSE
8. Kissed someone & regretted it = YES
9. Lost someone special = BIG YES
10. Been depressed = OFTEN
11. Been drunk and threw up = NEVER

FIRST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. RED
13. BLACK
14. ORANGE

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend = YES
16. Fallen out of love = YES
17. Laughed until you cried = YES
18. Met someone who changed you = BIG YES
19. Found out who your true friends were = YES
20. Found out someone was talking about you = YES
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list = NO
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life = I DONT KNOW EXACTLY
23. How many kids do you want to have = TWO
24. Do you have any pets = NOTHING
25. Do you want to change your name = OF COURSE NO
26. What did you do for your last birthday = MAKE A PARTY IN MY HOUSE
27. What time did you wake up today = 08.00
28. What were you doing at midnight last night = SLEEP
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = My Fucking Ex-Boyfriend
30. Last time you saw your Mother = few minutes ago
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? = TOO MUCH
32. What are you listening to right now = NOTHING
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom = NO
34. What's getting on your nerves right now = hmmmm
35. Most visited webpage = FACEBOOK, BLOG
36. Whats your real name = NIKEN SEKAR RINI
37. Nicknames = only NIKEN
38. Relationship Status = IN A RELATIONSHIP
39. Zodiac sign = LEO
40. Male or female? = FEMALE
41. Elementary? = SD XAVERIUS 4
42. Middle School = SMP NEGERI 1
43. High School/College = SMA NEGERI 15
44. Hair colour = BLACK
45. Long or short = LONG
46. Height = forget
47. Do you have a crush on someone? = FOR THIS TIME, I HAVE NOT
48: What do you like about yourself? = DONT KNOW
49. Piercings = NEVER
50. Tattoos = YEAH, temporary
51. Righty or lefty = RIGHTY

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery = Never
53. First piercing = Never
54. First best friend = ELEMENTARY SCHOOL
55. First sport you joined = Football maybe?
56. First vacation = I think ANCOL
58. First pair of trainers = forget

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating = NO
60. Drinking = NO
61. I'm about to = NOTHING
62. Listening to = NOTHING
63. Waiting for = HOLIDAY

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids = OF COURSE
65. Get Married= YES, IT'S A MUST
66. Career = successful bank employee

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes? = Eyes
68. Hugs or kisses? = HUGS
69. Shorter or taller? = TALLER
70. Older or Younger? = OLDER
71. Romantic or spontaneous ? = ROMANTIC
72. Nice stomach or nice arms? = NICE STOMACH
73. Sensitive or loud ? = NOT THEM BOTH, I HATE THEM
74. Hook-up or relationship? = RELATIONSHIP
75. Trouble maker or hesitant? = HESITANT

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger? = NO AND NEVER
77. Drank hard liquor? = NO
78. Lost glasses/contacts? = YES
79. Sex on first date? = MMMMMMM, BIG NO
80. Broken someone's heart? = I think YES
81. Had your own heart broken? = ALSO YES
82. Been arrested? = NO
83. Turned someone down? = YES
84. Cried when someone died? = YES
85. Lied to your bestfriend? = I EVER LIE, BUT A WHITE LIE

DO YOU BELIEVE IN
86. Yourself? = YES OF COURSE
87. Miracles? = YES
88. Love at first sight? = Maybe
89. Heaven? = OF COURSE
90. Santa Claus? = NO
91. Kiss on the first date? = YES
92. Angels? = YES

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time? = YES LOL
95. Did you sing today? = YES OF COURSE
96. Ever cheated on somebody? = YES
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? = july, 12nd 2010
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? = hmmm
99. Are you afraid of falling in love? = LIL BIT
100. Posting this as 100 truths? = OF COURSE

-cheers

are you still thinking about your ex?

Your ex clearly broke your heart and you haven't yet moved on. Remember that time heals all sorrows, so look positively towards the future. Don't be blinded to the love that might be surrounding you right now

source by: http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Kamis, 10 Juni 2010

someday

someday, I'll tell you all that happened with me..

my first post in my new blog

hello all, been a long time I did not write on the blog. it was not the first time I write on blog, and this is also not the first time I've forgotten my blog password. so now, like it or not, should I start it from scratch again. readers, too many stories that I want to tell you. start of my fucking ex-boyfriend, my boyfriend now, my new school, my new friends, and my life is not always smooth. okay, let's open a new page that was supposed to open its me, and forget all the bad memories that I have ever spent. love you all <3

-cheers